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Why is it that people seem to sense when I am at my most vulnerable and choose THEN to be total fucking dickwads, when during the other 99% of my online life EVERY SINGLE PERSON I talk to/encounter online is either nice, or obviously joking/trying to get a laugh?
You know, I always said I'd rather be smart than ugly, but lately I just don't know anymore. I think I'd trade it away in a heartbeat.
Edit: And Angela WONDERS why I don't go "looking" for new friends/relationship people. Every time I message or comment on some random person's profile/whatever... I get ignored/insulted.
My BEST BEST friendships have come from random encounters usually initiated by THEM. Robyn, Kit, Katie, Angela, Abbra, Jenn, Yesenia... (Even Stephanie, Lauren, Jessie, Kasey and other important people from my past). All of these were people that I didn't try to start a conversation/friendship with (it just happened).. and the majority of them messaged ME first OUT OF THE BLUE.
(Linz being the only expection, but to be QUITE honest, I never imagined we'd be this good of friends when I messaged her the first time. Ever.)
Editted Edit: (I posted this to myspace and added/deleted some stuff and I thought it made a better sounding entry so I changed this one up too.)
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kristilynnv1) wrote,
